This just tells me that I’m still not good enough for him
Oh great, my awkwardness, failure to hold a conversation, and the fact that I suck at texting gets me in trouble
i need some physical affection and 3 bottles of vodka
I JUST NEED TO BE KISSED AND CUDDLED RIGHT NOW OK I DESERVE IT IM A GOOD PERSON I RECYCLE
I’m visualizing how I want tomorrow night to be like. It’s the only night I get to go out this weekend so I hope I get to dress up and go somewhere.
Honestly, I just wish I could end up at your place. I’m not even sure if I still want to even have sex. I plan to figure it out and if I don’t, I want to flat out say, “I just wanted to come over because I like you, in case you haven’t figured that out yet. I know you were probably expecting sex but all I want is to lay down wrapped up in your arms.”
I know that was some serious lovey dovey shit but I think it’s about time I said. I want to let him know that he does deserve me even though he doubts it and wishes I was with someone who treats me better. Most people have told me I should give up but they don’t know how he makes me feel. I have the “grin” everytime he texts me.